Upgraded, for the Worst

Growing apart.

He used to be everything to me; an ideal partner to talk about anything and everything that matters in life, and was basically the only person who could quite deal with the chaos in my mind. I never thought that four months without catching up with each other would drastically reduce the compatibility between someone and the person they once loved.

The worst part is that I still fall for the older version of him; the one that had seen and connected with my soul, conducted heart-to-heart conversations instead of boring, generic topics with an addition of lame jokes and forced laughters that happened between us lately. I never thought that it would feel this empty to miss a version of someone that no longer exists.